Red Mary

I am surrounded by empty memories
Lost goal
Shattered like broken mirrors
On the floor of my souls purgatory
I lay in waiting
Hoping I can repent for the sins
And account for my mistakes
I lay in agony with pusing thorns Of Heartache vibrating through my chest
Thoughts seem to surround my throat and tighten my breath with every inhale and exhale
Every thought is a what could have been and what should have been
All I see is the color red the blood exchange from Your Love Remains tainted
And now you too have been tainted
Where are you now Mary
As I lay helps befuddled and Confused in the river
You watch me as I floated away can I let you leave
I thought you weren't safe
I thought you couldn't protect yourself not even me
But if I always need you comforted Me with Your Smile
You hated me and let me know that Angels do walk amongst us
Your Melancholy told let me know that what's about to happen it's going to be the hardest part of my journey
Spaghetti will be the most Bountiful and save the most people
Thoughts consumed the very essence of me
I think to my self who would I be
If I had took the left instead of the right path
Could I have saved you If I spoke
Could I have cured you if I knew
Could I have had one more day with you if I stayed
I wouldn't be sitting here lying in wait for the inevitable
Our joy was short-lived but yet Irreplaceable
You will love at first sight first embrace you are an honor to behold so why can't I hold you now I'm reaching deep down so down to the depths of my soul
I'm begging for strength I'm digging for wisdom
I'm in slave by my nightmares the devil is whipped me what's scars of what ifs
It tears me and binds me I can ill fitting corset
It tears me and destroys me let me weather like paper burnt by a match
And you still all I see is red
You died from Red you died for love but where is my love for you do you still see it did you know that it was there
Oh Mary oh Mary Quite Contrary did you know my love is there
When you left I wasn't there so I didn't know the miss you but now that I know I need more than a Kleenex or tissue
I need
I need you
But all see is RED
RED KILLED YOU
It stole you from me
Red killed my cousin
Red killed my uncle
Red
Red
Red
I all see is red

FOR MY BIG SISTER MARYAM....I LOVE YOU

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